My parents they are actually quite worry to let me study outside, because when i pursue my study outside, they will worried if i can follow those pratice or not. Those practise like drink fruit juice, eat organic food. They even thought of let me study start January next year.........regarding this one.........i feel like i prefer to pursue my study rather than stay at home.Because when staying at home, i feel less motivate to do anything. Seeing others busying study, i feel like want to study too, i don't like to leave so much gap in between, no reason, if you go through it, you will feeling the same way with me too!
Last time, when i told my mother i want to work after STPM, i mean continue to work and ignoring going University, my mom keep advice me to get rid this idea, and now i am so eager to study, i wish i could join my peer, my community doing any crazy stuff with my peer like we are teenager!!hahaha. My eagerness increase a lot after went Pulau Redang with my boyfriend and his Uni friend, they all were crazy, and i like they are who they are, i want to find my geng too! I want to let myself busy with assignment, lecture, and hangging out with friend during weekend.I dislike the feeling that when my peer is busying study, but i am doing nothing at home. I want to do something benefit, when i saying this, i do not mean i staying at home doing nothing, i just want to pursue my dream, it feeling a lot better when i keep myself busying in this way