happy 冬至节^^

刚考完试不久，最近家里只剩四个人，是有史以来家里最少人的一次，小妹和大弟去参加生活营了，小弟跟我小姑去吉隆坡了，家里只有父母和两个女儿。

到了明天，家里就会热闹得不得了了！

今晚，小妹和大弟就会从生活营回来了，五姑和小姑还有我的表弟表妹就会过来kemaman看我们了，到时候我的小弟也会跟着小姑回来，家里一定热闹暴了^^

之前小姑来的时候，我在忙考试，现在比较得空了^^

DONG ZHI JIE KUAI LE!!!!

冬至节快乐！！！

卖背叛

虽然这是一件小事，我酱子讲是因为这件事对我的影响不大。。。。

可是我又被背叛的感觉，我很讨厌，很不喜欢。。。。

当初他说：

放心，男生的秘密可能我会暴，可是女生的秘密我是不会暴的。。。。

结果叻。。。。结果还是酱。。。。被信任的人出卖（虽然影响不怎样，可是我不喜欢我信任的人背叛我）

讲话不算话。。。。。亏我还会信你的话。。。。。。。

讨厌啊！！！！！！！！！！！

。。。。情绪没有太多的起伏，只是。。。。又被骗了。。。。

郭素宏，答应自己，以后不要轻易相信任何人，尤其是讲话不算话，甜言蜜语很多的臭男人。。。

背叛的意思是说，被自己信任的人出卖，是很心痛的一件事

如果被自己不是很在乎的人出卖，那还好一点，反正我不在乎

感觉来了

下雨的秋天

考试的季节

考试的人请加油！！！

图书馆

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是我们的了！！！！

maple 's narcisstic snap!

it was hui ling's wanna-try-jacket,but then i try the clothe for fun,it look simple and not attempting at all when it was hanging outside,but then u will feel comfortable and look nice after u put on it^^

next time,i also wan t o do like this le,

i mean i will also try even the clothe look normal


on the same say,graduation in the morning...........

science class man,all look handsome o~~~


me and my chemistry teacher plus class teacher,do my baju kebaya pretty????

YDHY and cikgu Asmani

class moniter and teacher


me and adeline,sb say adeline very pretty during tat day o~~~

behind the scene.....when we take class photo at stage

me and lin wei,a heart to heart talk friend.
my back side,the hair,i done myself de,pretty ma????

me and my best friend,susan teoh

at first,i plan to take a random,candid photo of our class preparing to going stage,but then ...when the gals see the camera,they all end up run away.....haiz........

so...here are there.

i am going to off le,加油，郭素宏！！！

建隆的生日

20 of october is my youngest brother's birthday,he is 10 years old now lo,the children of dragon,born 2000,hence ,his age is easily known.

to make up his birthday,my sister and brother,soo hoay and jian xing had plan a surprise for him. thougt its a suddenly idea,but i was surprised too.they do it in the midnight and sleep 2 am.

so tat jian long will track his birthday present right after he wake up.

the first introduction sheet!!!!

the thrid sheet,i refer to the memo, the memo was originally place in the kitchen.in the toilet ,will found .....the gift!!!!!,but hor 晚上还有更好的礼物是假的，但是建隆已经很幸福了啦～～

second sheet,coz right after he wake up,he will go brush tooth and bath.

at first, i thought it won't be jian xing and su hui's idea, but it is.

i plan to write this post right on the day actually, but then i am too busy,hence.....

btw,i wish happy belated birthday to him, and everything going well to him~~~

素慧in baju kebaya

this is my sister in baju kebaya,she pretty ler~~

jus her shoes not reallt matching lo

evolution

我们本来都差不多，

但是事实上却可以差很多。。。

灵感来源

Longman Pre u Text stpm Biology volume 2

pg308

bunga telur

this bunga telur is not bunga telur,but bunga chocolate,it is use Farerro Rocel.....as decoration ar!!!!!

i wan ~~~

together 32 days.......

still need 45 days

在一起的第32天。。。。。。。。。

还有45天。。。。。

这45天里面我专心考试，这是我对自己的commitment

45天后，我就可以立刻投入你的怀抱了

想一想，其实我还蛮幸福的嘛，一考完试了就可以在一起了，哈哈哈

li wei's calculator at leftside,and mine one RHS.very bling le~~

wat were both of us talking about til we had such gesture????^^

刚才理智跟心里感觉在玩拔河比赛，结果还是跟着心里的感觉走。。。。

YoKoSo!!!!

you teach me de^^

hehehe,today not much story to tell.

shopping...lame

eat...yea^^
i ate quite a lot today
first, breakfast plus lunch together about 11am at western bistro.
well,the price is cheaper at fatisha le.

a chicken chop at fatisha cost Rm9.90

however a chicken plus fish chop + mushroom soup + drink + dessert = Rm 11.90 only

i like the mushroom soup,coz they put many mushroom cube inside,like the feeling / hardness of bitting,hahahaha

after tat....
ate egg tart,the egg tart only cost Rm 1.20 o,the most delicious,yummy egg tart i had ever taste,wanna upload the pix,but well i am at singapore now,and this desktop doesn't fit with bluetooth device....

dinner at singapore,woodlands if not mistaken.
erm.....we ate at hawker's centre.....
but the surrounding seem not same as i used to see one,it was like don't know how to order the food even it has chicken rice, porridge that we usually found in malaysia,but.....doesn't we come far away from kemaman to eat such common food that i used to be eat????

fortunately, my aunty helped us order ady,
grilled spicy fish and osyter and "ma lai feng guang" erm....satisfied,because it really delicious,just i don't like to eat oyster only ma...

and then steamboat with fish...
can you imagine that,steamboat with fish,i never think before and never saw in malaysia as well.
and the soup of the steamboat is not only plain tomyam soup or plain "qing tang"soup.

it cames with a herbal taste,like it^^
i drink the soup most of the time,hahahaha


after that,went to "the Central"shopping centre, there was a festival zone there,mid autumn festival , i didn't buy anything,it was more of the photo taking activities with the 12 "sheng xiao" and under the display of each "patung" it has "sponsor by..." and then the word " retain the chinese culture" and i saw the word "retain the chinese culture", i felt like very...."an wei"????erm....don't know how to describe about it.it was like even singaporean whose mostly speak english also know how to aprreciate their chinse culture, so as malaysian chinese,we should did it more than the singaporean also.

erm....i quite like hanging around the festival road. Many people with varying wearing style to be investigated. They are all quite opened compared to Malaysian.And there was many leng lui there also.


On the way back to my aunty's house,
i was ponder....
but before this,i need to mention that i am a easily pliable person.
i felt like want to go to Singapore in the future,but after watching the "step up 3",i prefer went to New York,acutally,there is nothing much difference for me,both countries ask you to understand english.just....New York will be more free.

free
i mean the freedom
like sb had mention to me before the "freedom" in Malaysia is actually limited to many factor like religious,the common cognitive of social and the rule of malaysia.

that is why i prefer to went to a "free" country to develop my "free,umlimited"mind.esp in dance career.


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.ok ,back to reality,all of these couldn't happen without money, i hope

for one day in the future

i can make my dream come true.

wayward to johor

yesterday on the way to johor,did not sleep the whole journey.....

before we didnot go through highway,the road was not even,felt a bit giddy ......

reached there about 2.30am,my aunty brought us to supper then,then went back to house around 4.00am sth..really sleepy

and today...
selamat hari raya~~~


hope me hav a nice journey today^^

omoidesu
omoidesu, hope u always hav mood la!

erm...hahaha

happy holiday!!!!ntg to do oso ,and lazy to describe,tell yea when i feel free to.

Happy Holiday!!!!

as requested from xixi,i am blogging here.

erm......first of all,really thx qiqian for organise the birthday bush for me,thx a lot!!!

the very first one birthday message is coming from wen xi,then

i forget who le

first time birthday can call FOC

i might call u o,if u r maxis user.

p/s:i don't have bush's de pic,wait them post to fb later la

these pix r taken yesterday right after i came back,no taken jus now la,noob!!!and please don't expect me to be beautiful like what u seen in the pix o.i guess u know y.
i am so excited by the moment,felt like wan to record everything and photo with everybody,but only my bro were willing to 配合我。。。。。

erm...quite exited to see on the phone display 31-08-2010

it is my birthday today!!!!

xixixi,i quite satisfied with my blog design now,look nice...

phew,

today,finally i had finished my tough paper

all the tough are gone

the remain is mt and muet.and mt on sunday,still a lot of time to revise la,hahahaha

had i been say tat?first time i was sick during examination.This is bad.....coz i can't focus on my study,i got fever ,and during the test,i have to writing and control my mucus,tissue....i think 5 packs of tissue were used in 2 days.Its bad,first time i felt like want to bad home and wish the time could pass faster so that i can back....

last time, my dad say i had become thinner, perhaps because i always burn the midnight oil that cause me having not enough of sleep and render a series of subsequent effect.

first,memory ability drop

second.not as "min jie" le

and.........

i hav no mood to type now le

bb

加油加油加油！！！！


可是今天在学校考试，有点快要累垮的感觉，因为才刚考完MT1，十分钟后又要考CHEMISTRY LE

我一直长憾气。。。。

也没什么啦，就是比较爽咯，哈哈哈


我今天的心情是。。。。

a death game

.....i feel like wan scold those pig guy....

today, i was driving home from school as usual

since it is now bulan Ramadan or Bulan berpuasa,there were ma lay guys who played cracker,know wat?????

it was somehow like a matter of death and alive at the moment.

when my car passed throught the road, i heard cracker sound,they had must throw the cracker b4, but couldn't they play it another area???why must they played beside / on the road

i was felt like wan to shout those bastard, could you imagine if the cracker is right under your car????

it may explode,and me,my sister ,friend and my car will all gone le!!!!!

those bastard nvr think of it before???!!!

haiz....gotta be very very very careful le.

seriously,i think driving to school is like playing a death game.

saw this at megamall today

pretty~~~~

香水

我第一次接触到香水是选美的时候，那时去海边拍照，要回的时候众佳丽又去厕所换衣整理一番，那时我就有一个佳丽朋友，手就拿着一支香水，问我：“要吗”，

我点头。

她就往我身上喷了一下

。。。wa.... 真的很香很香。。。那一刹拿，真的很想跑去买这支香水。过后一直对那支香水念念不忘。。。。


过几天，

彩排的时候，我就去问我朋友去那里买得到那支香水等的细节。。。


我去看了，Rm200++，贵死人了


今天，有华人摆摊买香水，应该不是翻版的吧。。。。

一小枝Rm15，其实有点心动


但是很无奈的找不到我要的那个味道，所以就没有买了。

从小到大，在我四周围的人，都没有多少个有用香水的，但是一旦她们搽了香水，一定是对的，就是符合她们的形象的。搽了之后，都会觉得她们很有魅力，很有内涵，很成熟，我也很向往想她们那样。

其实香水搽和不搽都没有什么差别。
选错了，就整个形象都毁了

可是如果选对了，就很好，yori yori。

我真的很想尝试用香水

你们赞成吗？？？给些意见吧！

现在有点moody

因为刚刚看了一个 post，就。。。。。。她讲到很有道理，说不爱就不爱了吗？？？

真的可以那么快吗？？？

然后她又说：你说你永远会疼爱我（可是现在他已经去疼爱SH了）

然后我又突然想到

今天我班的男生在吹水时（他们每天都会吹水的,沙爹佬是也. ）

其中一句真的让我很记得

“男生跟女生在一起时，会说“我会永远疼爱你，爱你99，之类的，可 是跟她在一起三天就丢下她了，而且是没有爱过她的”

那时在上bio,我做在前面，虽然他们只是玩玩，可是我真的很想知道是不是真的，有时，我们都知道有时随口说出来的话是真的。。。。。。

真的是这样吗？？？


我无言


"爱，是种鸦片般的消弭，有着最奢侈的美丽，有着最深沉的忧郁，那婀娜的转身，似乎早已被遗忘，转过了片片透明的琉璃，一座座高大的钢铁籓篱，却始终转不出这影影绰绰的舞台。要埋怨的，只是看客早已离去，他却走不出自己，爱上了她。明知自己错，因这本为一种情，只属于他自己。于是癫狂潇洒，殊不知刻骨铭心难以怀忘，就信仰是花开花落，是他命中的劫，无所谓其他。恋恋红尘中，风花雪月的故事在声色犬马的时代里七零八落。东风夜放花千树，更吹落星如雨。命运将他和她连在了一起，无法相认，却是丝丝如雨的思念。光影流转，时间蔓延，生存还是幻灭。人生如梦。灯火初上，在沉重穹苍下的城市，不期相遇。镜中的鲜妍与他恍若隔世，时光的漩涡中她身轻如鸿。只应碧落重相见，那是今生，不是今生。我歌月徘徊，我舞影凌乱。离去，是为了回来。又有何处可去？飘渺的细雨悄然飘下，瞭望无边天际，潸然泪下....''from facebook there too

Chiisana te no Hira by Eufonius - Air,Kanon06,Clannad mixed video

.....nice song^^

Because you loved me

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

心头。。。。。。有个大石

要如何才能放下呢？？？？

放不了。。。。。

要等星期六才可以放。。。。。

希望一切能顺利吧！

p/s:once upon a time,my friend been say when u are growing older,ur heart will be easier to fragile,and i can understood it now....

an interest infor

i had been write these much withing these 2 years

tat is as thick as my pencil box^^

也需因为沉溺在XX mood 吧！所以有点小任性

thx and sorry for making you troublesome

and thx for making me ur friend too.

我会尝试改调我的一时一样的啦！

Friendship forever

and

i will try to me more mature next time^^

a Friend inneed is a Friend inDEed^^

hey,i suddenly found out something....

2772

appear on my MUET result ler~~

mouse dissection6/7/2010

see!got 4 embryo ler

notice tat the heart was still beating...(but u can't see it here...)

my masterpiece

erm....first

cool down

chill

i know it look darn horrible

and so i am(for nw)

but when i was dissect the mouse, i don't think so much just carefully cut it,and just thinking of

becareful,don't cut the blood vessel

and well,

http://www.facebook.com/notifications.php#!/album.php?aid=187393&id=742123152&ref=mf

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=184980&id=670837877&ref=mf

u can go for these 2 wedsite to see more clearer horrible,the behind the scene de pix,hehe

my junior bio student,u will be facing this in the future oso,hahahaha

and i just like you,before did it,又期待有害怕，结果到烫的时候是又精神又专注。

就好象我朋友说的

看别人烫，你会怕，可是你自己烫的时候就没有像这么多le

经过这次的mouse dissection,我觉得以后我都比较敢弄鱼弄鸡了，呵呵，junior们，加油咯！

不要学我烫到东歪西倒的

muet - band 3

yea yea,this is my MUET result.not very satisfied,i will enrol for it again.

for those who don't know MUET

MUET is Malaysia University English Test.

Its essential for Pra-U student to take as this is needed and as a prove of your english level when u enter u.

band 1 is lowest

band 6 is highest

hope i can get band 4 or band 5 next time^^

.......................i still need 6 point then i am able to get band 4 ler!!!!!!!

so cake ar!!!!!

@@，y i highlight some sentence le,still got no color de???

a commitment to myself

a commitment to myself.

i muz use at least one hour per day to study le,since trial is around the corner,and after trial,it will be grand STPM again.

study at least one hour per day

honestly,i had been quite 矛盾4 take part in the camp,coz even Mr Hew also TegUr me,(mr hew is my chemistry tuition teacher),he said now is time to striving le,trial is around the corner still relax....

and the main reason is tat

they gotta tuition 3 hours next week,and the lesson is about discussing the exercise we do last time~~~

这个就是我的不平衡吧！

又要读书又要玩，我发觉到可能像我，菀晴还有ah leong这种人可能就是读书读太多了，所以要找个地方发泄一下吧～～～

anyway, ........i dunnoe la

我要补充一下

还有另一个让我读书的动力就是

my mom keep mumble on me

last time,i tell her my trial will be on August

then after some moment she mumble me le lor

素宏～还有多两个月就要考试了，做么我没有看到你温习的？？111

（我心想你当我是考试的机器啊，生来就是读书咩？！）

然后她讲了很多道理，然后我记得一些没记得一些。。。。。。。。。

你还可以考到更好的，你知道吗？（我知道～只是我还没有尽完全力而已嘛！）

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我考到2.92已经很好了咯！老师都讲这种成绩可以进大学了咯！

2.92很好咩？！（我对这句很有感触～～～说部上来是什么，就是有点惊讶，2.92还不算好吗？）

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

如果你再酱的话，STPM后就出来做工算了

（我知道你是在刺激我，我才不信你会不给我读，就算你不给我读，我自己都要读，而且我读 STPM读到疆辛苦，不升学不是很浪费～～）

好啊，做工好啊！做工还可以赚钱~~

素宏！你到底明白我要讲什么的吗？！

最近。。。。。。。。。。。。。。



我有le写blog的动力！！！

TIBOY

a day trip to kuantan^^

hahaha,i used to be kuantan always,but this time not the same,coz

this time______i can go shopping!!!!!

i had not been shopping for looooooooooooooooooooong time le.

since today i had dental appoinment i go there about 8.00am.

the appoinment started 9.00am,but we were late to there,coz ayah bertolak lewat ,hahahaha

and then after tat,my sis,soo hui as shown in the pic,she want to go to eat ice-kacang,hahahaha

the story is like this de,

my parents are coming from teluk intan,then everytime HCNY,we will go there celebrate lo,then sure will "jalan-jalan,cari makan"de ma, the ice-kacang at vector is ..........yummy^^,hence we all like the food there.

and perhaps my sis can't resist to the tempting of ice-kacang,she kept asking my parents to eat ice-kacang....................

but kuantan.........................

where got ice-kacang o????

just air putih there have cendol only~~~

then my mom bring us to a shop,hahaha

i like the shop,the decoration,the feeling,it was all just....perfect and leisure and very suitable to become a place of yc,esp during the night,coz it is at the corner.and the table there is tiny type de,really appropriate for those close friends to chat^^

i ate an ice..... there.it cost Rm4.90,erm....rather ex,but well,just like its ambience lo,hahahaha

what i wan to mention is that the ice is imported from taiwan de,note tat the ice not freeze from water only,but with fruit juice

我点了芒果口味的,它的冰不像一般路边ice-kacang的冰那样的粗，非常的细腻，入口既化，赞！

只是它的冰只有单一口味，而ice-kacang已经參了很多口味，无法比较～～

at first,i wan to take the pic of the ice de,but then my hp empty battery le,so......(word also can describe one)

after tat,wen to EC mall.This time,felt more relax.

at first,thought can watch "Toy Story"de,but then the timing din allow us to see.So,jus window shooping only lo!

i found out tat,EC mall has ntg to play instead of cinema,kbox,then ntg else le.all the others need money de~~

when to Padini then.

trying 6 pieces of apparel.as shown in the pix below~~~comments are welcome^^

erg........know i am ugly in this la

me and charm sis,she is beautiful ,right???

jealous tat she has a big，还有幽深的eye.

she is quite sophisticated.elaboration.........

watch_

she say she wouldn't change a new watch before she found her favourite.

handphone_

she wouldn't buy any handphone on her own before she went to korea,hahahami wonder how she live without hp during uni life XD

hehehe,narcissistic me,i know i am not photogenic though!
i wonder can i bring out the spirit of the dress????
but i did like the dress damn well，简直就是一见钟情。。。。。

(but somehow,i think the dress look like my mum's sleep clothes,but i still instil to buy it,jus can't afford@@)

棵棵棵^^

the original i wear de~`

this blouse also nice,but will i look a bit old???

i think this is better^^,change to S size then can le^^

tuition then,

go a ma'house fetch her to dinner together

back

TIWRUD^^