as requested from xixi,i am blogging here.

erm......first of all,really thx qiqian for organise the birthday bush for me,thx a lot!!!

the very first one birthday message is coming from wen xi,then

i forget who le

first time birthday can call FOC

i might call u o,if u r maxis user.

p/s:i don't have bush's de pic,wait them post to fb later la

these pix r taken yesterday right after i came back,no taken jus now la,noob!!!and please don't expect me to be beautiful like what u seen in the pix o.i guess u know y.
i am so excited by the moment,felt like wan to record everything and photo with everybody,but only my bro were willing to 配合我。。。。。

erm...quite exited to see on the phone display 31-08-2010

it is my birthday today!!!!

xixixi,i quite satisfied with my blog design now,look nice...

phew,

today,finally i had finished my tough paper

all the tough are gone

the remain is mt and muet.and mt on sunday,still a lot of time to revise la,hahahaha

had i been say tat?first time i was sick during examination.This is bad.....coz i can't focus on my study,i got fever ,and during the test,i have to writing and control my mucus,tissue....i think 5 packs of tissue were used in 2 days.Its bad,first time i felt like want to bad home and wish the time could pass faster so that i can back....

last time, my dad say i had become thinner, perhaps because i always burn the midnight oil that cause me having not enough of sleep and render a series of subsequent effect.

first,memory ability drop

second.not as "min jie" le

and.........

i hav no mood to type now le

bb

加油加油加油！！！！


可是今天在学校考试，有点快要累垮的感觉，因为才刚考完MT1，十分钟后又要考CHEMISTRY LE

我一直长憾气。。。。

也没什么啦，就是比较爽咯，哈哈哈


我今天的心情是。。。。

a death game

.....i feel like wan scold those pig guy....

today, i was driving home from school as usual

since it is now bulan Ramadan or Bulan berpuasa,there were ma lay guys who played cracker,know wat?????

it was somehow like a matter of death and alive at the moment.

when my car passed throught the road, i heard cracker sound,they had must throw the cracker b4, but couldn't they play it another area???why must they played beside / on the road

i was felt like wan to shout those bastard, could you imagine if the cracker is right under your car????

it may explode,and me,my sister ,friend and my car will all gone le!!!!!

those bastard nvr think of it before???!!!

haiz....gotta be very very very careful le.

seriously,i think driving to school is like playing a death game.

saw this at megamall today

pretty~~~~

香水

我第一次接触到香水是选美的时候，那时去海边拍照，要回的时候众佳丽又去厕所换衣整理一番，那时我就有一个佳丽朋友，手就拿着一支香水，问我：“要吗”，

我点头。

她就往我身上喷了一下

。。。wa.... 真的很香很香。。。那一刹拿，真的很想跑去买这支香水。过后一直对那支香水念念不忘。。。。


过几天，

彩排的时候，我就去问我朋友去那里买得到那支香水等的细节。。。


我去看了，Rm200++，贵死人了


今天，有华人摆摊买香水，应该不是翻版的吧。。。。

一小枝Rm15，其实有点心动


但是很无奈的找不到我要的那个味道，所以就没有买了。

从小到大，在我四周围的人，都没有多少个有用香水的，但是一旦她们搽了香水，一定是对的，就是符合她们的形象的。搽了之后，都会觉得她们很有魅力，很有内涵，很成熟，我也很向往想她们那样。

其实香水搽和不搽都没有什么差别。
选错了，就整个形象都毁了

可是如果选对了，就很好，yori yori。

我真的很想尝试用香水

你们赞成吗？？？给些意见吧！

现在有点moody

因为刚刚看了一个 post，就。。。。。。她讲到很有道理，说不爱就不爱了吗？？？

真的可以那么快吗？？？

然后她又说：你说你永远会疼爱我（可是现在他已经去疼爱SH了）

然后我又突然想到

今天我班的男生在吹水时（他们每天都会吹水的,沙爹佬是也. ）

其中一句真的让我很记得

“男生跟女生在一起时，会说“我会永远疼爱你，爱你99，之类的，可 是跟她在一起三天就丢下她了，而且是没有爱过她的”

那时在上bio,我做在前面，虽然他们只是玩玩，可是我真的很想知道是不是真的，有时，我们都知道有时随口说出来的话是真的。。。。。。

真的是这样吗？？？


我无言


"爱，是种鸦片般的消弭，有着最奢侈的美丽，有着最深沉的忧郁，那婀娜的转身，似乎早已被遗忘，转过了片片透明的琉璃，一座座高大的钢铁籓篱，却始终转不出这影影绰绰的舞台。要埋怨的，只是看客早已离去，他却走不出自己，爱上了她。明知自己错，因这本为一种情，只属于他自己。于是癫狂潇洒，殊不知刻骨铭心难以怀忘，就信仰是花开花落，是他命中的劫，无所谓其他。恋恋红尘中，风花雪月的故事在声色犬马的时代里七零八落。东风夜放花千树，更吹落星如雨。命运将他和她连在了一起，无法相认，却是丝丝如雨的思念。光影流转，时间蔓延，生存还是幻灭。人生如梦。灯火初上，在沉重穹苍下的城市，不期相遇。镜中的鲜妍与他恍若隔世，时光的漩涡中她身轻如鸿。只应碧落重相见，那是今生，不是今生。我歌月徘徊，我舞影凌乱。离去，是为了回来。又有何处可去？飘渺的细雨悄然飘下，瞭望无边天际，潸然泪下....''from facebook there too

Chiisana te no Hira by Eufonius - Air,Kanon06,Clannad mixed video

.....nice song^^

Because you loved me

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

心头。。。。。。有个大石

要如何才能放下呢？？？？

放不了。。。。。

要等星期六才可以放。。。。。

希望一切能顺利吧！

p/s:once upon a time,my friend been say when u are growing older,ur heart will be easier to fragile,and i can understood it now....