nail polish

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.i regret to buy it>.<

coz it really don't match with my finger,

when i put it on

it look like finger dirty like just finish eating curry with bare hand

and haven't wash yet~~~

examination is finish,intend to buy a pair of eye lens to reward myself.but...can't afford to buy it..@@

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sometime you love the smock,

but when u put on it,

it doesn't match u at all.

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just give out it no matter how u like it

so tat it won't look like a stranger for u....

p/s:

intend to type chinese word,but when i was once open my "zhong wen zi xin",then the whole computer lag ady.don't know la, my computer always shock shock recently..@@

see,this is what urban kids doing when they are free~~~

Goitre

a bit tired now...

coz just came back from kuantan

i wan to talk about my thyroid sickness now.

erm....

FNCA today,

FNAC stand for Fine Needle Aspiration Cytology

is a method of taking some part of the related organ's tissue or cells in order to further check or confirm the condition of the organ.(it just like extract blood,just the needle is poke into my neck and i thought it will be pain ,but well ...hehehe,just like what you feel when taken blood)Before FNAC,i had been went through ultrasound scaning,doctor found out that the thyroid enlargement is a solid about 18mm x 11mm in size.Since the doctor not sure whether it is cancer,FNAC is needed .What does i know is if its cancer ,then operation is confirm needed,if its not cancer,then maybe there is/are another ways to settle it instead of operation to remove the solid thing.I just worried if operation is carry on,then a scar will be living permenantly on my neck...OMG,it was suck to imagine it.Anyway,hope i won't undergo surgery or operation.

But the doctor say o:

if the solid thing keep growing up,then operation is needed...

erm....honestly,i don't think i will be that "lucky" to get cancer,but i also hope the solid thing won't growing,coz i just don't want to have a scar on my neck.

Currently measure is do nothing and just waiting for next appointment only.<3

HoLidays

hehe,quite satisfied with this pic i take,kekeke

holiday started ady,would this related to my holidays????

kinda boring le~~

but it can't be avoid,this is my R&D project.

i am unfortunaly be assign to take subject PA(pengajian am)

the title is

why female students always more than male students in IPTA?

i miss going sungai lembing!!!!sob sob

miss u~~

我问，怎样才能让一个人知道你在想他？

　　你说，心里不停地默念他的名字，他就能感受到。

　　可我一直在心底重复着你的名字，你却一直没有音信。

　　也许，你并不知道我在等你。

　　我问，当你在等一个人的短信时，你是会调成静音模式还是户外模式？

　　你说，静音。这样，发现短信来到的时候就会充满惊喜。

　　于是我调了静音，于是我马上就后悔。

　　我一直在看手机，我觉得自己有些强迫症了，每一次屏幕亮起的瞬间，我的一颗心就也跟着亮了起来，这感觉，那样美好，那样心碎。

　　也许，你并不知道我在等你。

　　我问，你忙吗？在干嘛？吃了吗？

　　你一一回答，不忙，看书，没吃。

　　可我却发现自己笨笨地不知该再说些什么，再说什么都是多余，再说什么都只会让人厌烦。

　　你生活在一个可以没有我的世界，我居住在一个只有你的天空。

　　所以，我注定是个失败的人。

　　可是，为什么聪明的你不能帮我想一想，我还可以和你说什么，我还能为你做什么？

　　可是，为什么不忙的你不能试着回一些疑问句，让我们的对话更长？

　　可是，为什么你从没有这样的时候，这样想念着我，想念着一个一直在等你的人？

　　也许，你并不知道我在等你。

　　我什么也没问出口，可这不代表我的草稿箱里什么都没有。

　　我一直在写，一直在删，一直在改。偶尔一两条，又会在发出之前的最后一秒被转入草稿箱。

　　可纵使是这样的严格筛选，我还是不知不觉攒下了许多草稿，那许许多多的字里行间，其实只有三个字：我想你。

　　但你却问，还说我没有发，你不是一样没有音信？

　　我说，因为害怕打扰到你。

　　其实，我只是想等你主动发一次，让我相信，其实，你也很想念我。

　　但事实却让我始终相信，

　　也许，你并不知道我在等你。

　　我再挂qq，我总喜欢只打开你的分组，每一次，都能轻而易举看到你。

　　每一次咚咚的敲门声后，我就会看看你，

　　可你一直黑着一张臭脸，好像在生我的气。

　　偶尔亮起来都不会动一动，总要我先向你问好。

　　你怎么总是这么大的架子，这么大的谱，这么大的把握我一定会问好？

　　你总是“马上就要下了”，“你也快点下吧”，“我们都早点下吧”，

　　我们又不是母鸡，为什么总赶着投胎一样要下啊？

　　我等了那么久才等来你的一句话，根本还没把本儿说回来你就要下了……

　　我想，

　　也许，你并不知道我在等你。

　　我的天空今天有点灰，

　　我想你，想你，好想你。

　　不停揣测你心里，可曾有，我的姓名。

　　才发现，

　　原来，你真的不知道我在等你。

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