hey. i am at genting now.Rm15 for an hour.so expensive~~~

actually.i am here because of my father.he came here for gamble,he was addicted to it just like teenager addicted to suft the net.

i could felt his excitedness on his way to the city of gamble.because.his excited just like the sound produce by the exhaust of our car.and as u know,there are many corner to the destination.and whenever the car reach a corner,our car will just like pass through it with big circumstance.can you imagine how fast my father drive?

my mom doesn't like his bad habit ,she instill my dad not to go genting but who is the driver,then who take the control.and thats the reason i was here.

at first ,i oso think that gambling is a serious matter,but later when i was used to see the way my father behave toward it,i am thinking from another view.he was addicted to gamble just like us addicted to online.the difference is his is more serious matter,and more effect.that why,some ppl will even bankrupt because of this.

i was interest to gamble too,but my xintai is just for fun,not addicted.i used to gamble every year during chinese new year.and i hope i can enter casino once i reach 21 year adult,and win Rm1000 and then immediately use the money to buy clother or watever,the matter is .just use it.(this is my imagination only la).

well,i hope my father can become less addict to it and focus on his business like me focus on my study.

Spare tuesday and wednesday

taken before go Bio lab
these building was build during the occupy of british,and its still remain and turgid till now.it is even better and other block.
measure our height at papan kenyataan,so bad its too blur.
the men too always caring about their hair after putting gel.

well,its holiday now.but still have to study coz my chemistry get only 28 and mt paper1 27,gotta put up my socks.

Just now,yunn li also ask how did i study Form 6,coz one of her friend in masterskill was failed to get the qualified pointer ,hence make him cannot study pharmasi.she thought she can scared me with tat,hahaha,she just only encourage me to study harder.

but....

every time i say this,....i justdun hav the determination to study incessantly 2 hours ar,but susan can,she won't fall asleep like me,aih....so jealous.

this saturday go awana,Sunday went to teluk Intan,no mant friend there,but never mind la,go eat out there,and visit the CC there.i love the CC there,damn rocks.

1. 
   

我有一个朋友的ns 朋友,交往三年了,但是其实男

方早在一年半前已经对女方没有任何感觉了,只

是女方很舍不得这段感情,拖拖拉拉了一年半.当

时我朋友告诉我这件事情时,我觉得女方很傻,为

何要句序没有感情的恋情呢?


我也有一个朋友,当初是男方追女方,追到手了,

女方对男生死心塔地,日子久了,男方却变心了.

我也觉得她很傻.分分合合了很多次,都是女方

缓流男方的,男方也答应了.但是我身为局外人

看得出,其实男方已经没有追求女生当初的那

份热衷了.


现在,我好像可以明白那个感觉了,就是希望男

方在多看你一眼,多注意你.即使你心中很明白

男方对你根本不执着.我的情况跟他们不一样.

是我主动跟男生说我喜欢他的.失败了,但是我

们还是朋友.我已经很努力的忘记他了,但是....

我也不知道为什么......面对他的时候,我还是

会有意识还是无意识的暗示,应该是明示他

追求我.但是,他只当我是朋友.....原来喜欢一

个人是酱辛苦的.如果我当初没有跟他告白,

今天我应该可以很容易的忘记他吧!
(这是我过去的经验告诉我的)

those who know who is the dang shi ren,plz don't let him know,i dun wan let him know.

我长大了

Well,finally examination finally come to an end.And now,it is my time to post sth to my blog le.I felt quite 不习惯 that wen xi didn't update her blog recently.I know why,because she is just move to shanghai,many things needed to set up.OK,lets ignore about her first,hehe.

many things had happen from the interval from my last post til now.i think i change ady.not the physical change la,but the inner change.inner grow.i doesn't know why either,just suddenly felt myself is growing le,大个女了(speak in cantonese.)may be because the camp that i took part had stimulate some part of me and i grow ady.
i am become more talkative now,hehe.

and so the way i am thinking.

思考事情时,会往多一个角度去想,然后面对某些事情的心态也改了,也可以很坦然的面对问题.反正我就是觉得我长大了.而且我也更勇敢的做自己.并不是说以前的我不是真正的我,而是以前的我不太敢表达自己.所以我长大了.而且我真的是18岁了!!!!,而且我可以驾车(驾车让我觉得自己很像成年人,呵呵(n_n)

translate in english:
(英文厉害请帮我check看我的英文有没有错误,grammer mistake/s,enhance之类的)
i will thinking from another angle when thinking of something,and then i had change from the accustom way i am thinking,i could face the problem more rasional either.And i am more valiant to expressing myself.(a past time me just lack of the bravery to show off/express myself).In a nutshell,i had grown up ady, moreover i am a legal adult according to the law of Malaysia,i am really 18now,plus 8days.

what happened on me around these day
1. 31/8my birthday.
thx to all my friend who sent to your hearest birthday wishes,i really appreaciate it.(i just din't feel touch only,hehe.because i had forecast this event would happen).and many of my friend ask me how did i celebrate my birthday.

i didn't celebrate my birthday,i just keep staying in my home and study ,prepare for the examination. Frankly, i think even a tiny exam in Form 6 would be more important than the grand real SPM,coz it is really tough.Talking about examination,i think i didn't prepare these time and i think this is the worst time i sat for examination,didn't have the confidence either.
for instance,today's chemistry is the toughest paper i had ever sit for,i bet it,because once i browse throught all the question....Gosh.....what i had been study didn't came out,and how come the ionisation energy hint out the Group (periodic table) of the element,Susan say so either,she account that she had study the 3 different reference book:oxford fajar,arah pendidikan and longman,neither of them had explain that the ionisation energy could indicate the group of the element,and i never come across the question,although i didn't pay attention when teacher is teaching.


other than that,i felt like i like bum around recently.and it is fun.here are some pix of them.
at lin wei's house study ,burning the midnight oil.i think it was rather chat until late at night")
after tuition,i take sth to Sze yi and then we go to Lin wei's house because zu ning and Sze yi were going back to KL the second day.
it is very shuang(fun),because the outing is plan at the eleventh hours,which suggest by our Mr tan.
the kitchen of Lin wei's house.Yea, i remember ady,sit for Bio on the second day.it was 6Sept,Saturday2009.


showing off our bang ya de teeth.
using my nokia phone.
by zu ning's sony errison,he didn't wanna post like me at first.


2.examination
3.the first time i.....(a veil secret)

that's all,but i felt that many things had happened,....wHatEvEr~~
10.27pm 8/9/09 ***